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I was thinking about what I would say in this journal today though this has been on my mind for quite some time now. Why have I been cranking out art at a slower-than-normal rate lately? Well there's a number of things that have kept me from doing it:
1. Laziness.
I admit, I haven't been quite so hardworking as I used to when it comes to my art. A mixture of con-prep during the summer, being distracted by Pokemon Go, holidays, family, and other stuff, it's been hard for me to stick to my schedule. Whenever I have time, it just seems to go towards something else and then I realize I wasted all my time on that thing without using it wisely cuz other things pop up or I have to go to my job or something. I've had this problem for a while but this year it seems to have gotten worse. This has to change soon cuz I've been slacking off on my commissions which is part of the reason why you don't see me post so many journals announcing that I am open for them anymore because I don't have as much free time as I used to with my job and everything, and also because I just know it's going to pile more on me and keep me from getting things done as fast as I would like. I almost want to just close temporarily for several months to see if I can catch up but I am not sure if that is a good idea since I will be needing money for the next few months with taxes coming up. I might be able to since my hours at work have gone up and I make more in a month than I used to, but I dunno. I might try this after the holiday list is complete. Again, if anyone is interested, the holiday discount (everything is 20% off) will end as soon as December ends so send a note now if you are interested.
2. Lack of motivation for pony
I know, I can't believe it either. I dunno, I just haven't been as crazy about the show as I used to. Back when the show first came out, I used to be obsessed and devoted sooooo much time to this fandom, now it's just simply my favorite show. Now don't get me wrong, I still LOVE the show, I honestly do, but things seem to have been slow with the fandom lately and that seems to have affected me too. I want to keep doing MLP-related content though because the brony fandom is a wonderful place and I have such great friends here. I have said before how I want to be able to draw other things than MLP and you see I have been drawing some Pokemon fanart lately as well as some pics of my OC, Emi. Again, I still want to keep doing MLP art, but I still want to branch out with other art. Right now the non-MLP thing that interests me most is Pokemon so you may see more of that but I will keep up with MLP as best I can. I really really want to at least keep doing my story Age of the Alicorns: Chaos Rising as well as the Ask Accord blog for sure. What saddens me most is the show itself doesn't seem to have as much of a grasp on me either. Like, I only watch some episodes once now. It didn't used to be that way, I used to watch the episodes like 5x in a row after they aired but now there are a few times when I only watched an episode once and it wasn't that interesting so I never saw it again or it was interesting and I said I would rewatch it but that never happened. Maybe my love for the show will be rekindled when the movie comes out or something. For now, things just kinda seem stagnant for me with pony...
3. Haven't been so successful with making a living off of my art
I have found that trying to make a living off of my MLP art is becoming more and more of a waste of time and effort as time goes on. I am still able to get some people interested in buying commissions from me but not at as high of a rate as I used to (partly because I've been lightening my load due to having a job now) but I tried earlier this year to open up for sculpture commissions as well as opening up an Etsy and neither of those went well at all. I remember when I said how I wanted to make so many chibi pony sculptures but after I made Applejack and no one was interested in buying her, this demotivated me from making more and that disaster with my Discord sculpture that went to Denmark makes me never want to sell another sculpture. I have a severe lack of motivation when it comes to sculptures now and Etsy was quite a fail. Same applies for Ebay though that was different in being that I was selling old toys on my account though somehow that didn't work out too well either. I dunno what it is but I think I am having the same problem SilverSlinger is having: we just can't get people in the fandom interested in our art anymore. It's happening to other people too I see. People in the fandom are reporting lower sales in art at conventions and convention attendance seems to be dropping. This could be, in part, due to off-season hiatuses or the fact that some cons have moved their events to different times of the year which kept some people from attending like with BronyCon this past summer, but other than that, I think the brony fandom is just getting a lot more stagnant as well. I can't say its' "dying" necessarily, but it sure is not growing as fast as it used to. This has affected how well I perform at cons when selling. I've improved since last year obviously but my sales didn't increase as much as I wanted them to and I had way too many prints and buttons left over that no one seems to want so far. They are still available if you are interested (and only if you live in the US since I can't trust overseas shipping anymore) and I still have yet to post my 11x17 posters but those may go on sale as well unless I feel I should keep them all for when the next con comes.
4. I feel art shouldn't be my job
I dunno how else to put it but I feel like art should just be a hobby for me. I mean I want to see if I can still sell at some cons, things seem to be getting better with TrotCon and FillyCon might see an increase in attendance next year, but at some point I am probably going to want to stop selling at cons. As I said earlier, I am not that good with them and I can't help but feel I am being called to other things too. Remember when I said earlier this year how I have an original idea I wanted to make into a video game? Well, there's been a slight change of plans but I do still plan on using that someday and I will be sure to keep you all updated on that. Point being, I feel like making a living off of my art is sucking out all the originality that it once had back when I just did it for fun. Commissions started out well but now it's like I'm just making it to make money and that doesn't feel right. What will be my future career instead? Well we'll have to wait and see. It could actually be art-related, who knows, but my conscience is telling me that God has bigger plans for me...
5. My desire to be well-known is dying
You know what.....this one is going to take forever. I'll talk about it in the next journal. Stay tuned, it will be up shortly...
1. Laziness.
I admit, I haven't been quite so hardworking as I used to when it comes to my art. A mixture of con-prep during the summer, being distracted by Pokemon Go, holidays, family, and other stuff, it's been hard for me to stick to my schedule. Whenever I have time, it just seems to go towards something else and then I realize I wasted all my time on that thing without using it wisely cuz other things pop up or I have to go to my job or something. I've had this problem for a while but this year it seems to have gotten worse. This has to change soon cuz I've been slacking off on my commissions which is part of the reason why you don't see me post so many journals announcing that I am open for them anymore because I don't have as much free time as I used to with my job and everything, and also because I just know it's going to pile more on me and keep me from getting things done as fast as I would like. I almost want to just close temporarily for several months to see if I can catch up but I am not sure if that is a good idea since I will be needing money for the next few months with taxes coming up. I might be able to since my hours at work have gone up and I make more in a month than I used to, but I dunno. I might try this after the holiday list is complete. Again, if anyone is interested, the holiday discount (everything is 20% off) will end as soon as December ends so send a note now if you are interested.
2. Lack of motivation for pony
I know, I can't believe it either. I dunno, I just haven't been as crazy about the show as I used to. Back when the show first came out, I used to be obsessed and devoted sooooo much time to this fandom, now it's just simply my favorite show. Now don't get me wrong, I still LOVE the show, I honestly do, but things seem to have been slow with the fandom lately and that seems to have affected me too. I want to keep doing MLP-related content though because the brony fandom is a wonderful place and I have such great friends here. I have said before how I want to be able to draw other things than MLP and you see I have been drawing some Pokemon fanart lately as well as some pics of my OC, Emi. Again, I still want to keep doing MLP art, but I still want to branch out with other art. Right now the non-MLP thing that interests me most is Pokemon so you may see more of that but I will keep up with MLP as best I can. I really really want to at least keep doing my story Age of the Alicorns: Chaos Rising as well as the Ask Accord blog for sure. What saddens me most is the show itself doesn't seem to have as much of a grasp on me either. Like, I only watch some episodes once now. It didn't used to be that way, I used to watch the episodes like 5x in a row after they aired but now there are a few times when I only watched an episode once and it wasn't that interesting so I never saw it again or it was interesting and I said I would rewatch it but that never happened. Maybe my love for the show will be rekindled when the movie comes out or something. For now, things just kinda seem stagnant for me with pony...
3. Haven't been so successful with making a living off of my art
I have found that trying to make a living off of my MLP art is becoming more and more of a waste of time and effort as time goes on. I am still able to get some people interested in buying commissions from me but not at as high of a rate as I used to (partly because I've been lightening my load due to having a job now) but I tried earlier this year to open up for sculpture commissions as well as opening up an Etsy and neither of those went well at all. I remember when I said how I wanted to make so many chibi pony sculptures but after I made Applejack and no one was interested in buying her, this demotivated me from making more and that disaster with my Discord sculpture that went to Denmark makes me never want to sell another sculpture. I have a severe lack of motivation when it comes to sculptures now and Etsy was quite a fail. Same applies for Ebay though that was different in being that I was selling old toys on my account though somehow that didn't work out too well either. I dunno what it is but I think I am having the same problem SilverSlinger is having: we just can't get people in the fandom interested in our art anymore. It's happening to other people too I see. People in the fandom are reporting lower sales in art at conventions and convention attendance seems to be dropping. This could be, in part, due to off-season hiatuses or the fact that some cons have moved their events to different times of the year which kept some people from attending like with BronyCon this past summer, but other than that, I think the brony fandom is just getting a lot more stagnant as well. I can't say its' "dying" necessarily, but it sure is not growing as fast as it used to. This has affected how well I perform at cons when selling. I've improved since last year obviously but my sales didn't increase as much as I wanted them to and I had way too many prints and buttons left over that no one seems to want so far. They are still available if you are interested (and only if you live in the US since I can't trust overseas shipping anymore) and I still have yet to post my 11x17 posters but those may go on sale as well unless I feel I should keep them all for when the next con comes.
4. I feel art shouldn't be my job
I dunno how else to put it but I feel like art should just be a hobby for me. I mean I want to see if I can still sell at some cons, things seem to be getting better with TrotCon and FillyCon might see an increase in attendance next year, but at some point I am probably going to want to stop selling at cons. As I said earlier, I am not that good with them and I can't help but feel I am being called to other things too. Remember when I said earlier this year how I have an original idea I wanted to make into a video game? Well, there's been a slight change of plans but I do still plan on using that someday and I will be sure to keep you all updated on that. Point being, I feel like making a living off of my art is sucking out all the originality that it once had back when I just did it for fun. Commissions started out well but now it's like I'm just making it to make money and that doesn't feel right. What will be my future career instead? Well we'll have to wait and see. It could actually be art-related, who knows, but my conscience is telling me that God has bigger plans for me...
5. My desire to be well-known is dying
You know what.....this one is going to take forever. I'll talk about it in the next journal. Stay tuned, it will be up shortly...
FHS/MLSiaD Q and A April 2024
Now for the answers to the latest Q&A: MLPFollower from FIMfiction asks: Exactly how many seasons of both Flurry Heart’s Story and My Little Sister is a Dragon are there going to be? 9 like Friendship is Magic, more, or less? There most likely won’t be that many seasons with FHS, but know knows. With MLSiaD, it’s more like a mini-series with one season. The first two episodes/arcs have been longer: about 10 chapters but some in the future could be shorter (or longer) and right now I’m looking to around 12-13ish episodes in total. MLPFollower from FIMfiction asks: Any characters from G1-3 you’re thinking of adding in to the stories? I’ve already revealed that the bushwoolies and Princess Porcina are coming up, but I could use more. I’m not going to say who or what exactly I have in mind right now as it could all change. MLPFollower from FIMfiction asks: Who do you plan to be the final main villain in the series finale(s) and why? I think I’ve kind of already made it obvious who
New part-time job!
I interviewed yesterday and was hired right away! I'm going to be doing some packing, sorting and delivering for a local newspaper company that an old friend of mine from school owns. Only definite work days will be Thursdays and possibly earlier in the week. I won't get a whole lot of hours out of it so I'm still looking for another part time job or perhaps a full one if the benefits and rates are good. My current commission list has 10 slots full, but I'm going to still let my page say I'm opened in case anyone else wants to get a slot later. Those commissions obviously have yet to be started, but thank you to everyone who sent a message and I'll get the WIP sketches done for you soon.
Send questions for FHS/MLSiaD QnA (April 2024)!
UPDATE: Reminder that you can only ask a maximum of 3 questions per Q&A and please put all questions in one comment so they're easier to keep track of. I'm doing another Q&A! You can start sending your questions now in the comments of this post! Please only comment on this post with your questions though, as it is much easier to keep track of them. Alternatively, you can comment on the FIMfiction version of this post if you prefer. If you want to know what types of questions to ask: you can see these previous Q&A's.
Why I'm jobless and how you can help
I should've been forthcoming about this much sooner, but honestly I didn't know what to say as I figured things would've turned up by now. Well they haven't and I might as well tell you guys the truth. As the title admits, yes, I do not have a job and it's been that way for the past 6 weeks. Before we talk about that, let's go back to November of last year. Some of you might have seen when I made this status update: https://www.deviantart.com/aleximusprime/status-update/Sorry-if-I-scared-you-995107195 Well that got me to leave my job for one month because I was able to go back on December 19th when that asshole left for shoulder surgery. I returned to work and things were fine for the next 2 months, but then it got worse when he returned in late February. To understand this situation, I have to explain the manager. He has been a lifelong friend of my dad's and our family has good relations with his family, but his biggest weakness is he's too nice. He runs a decent business
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1.) That sounds a lot like me. Since my parents left me, it's been tough trying to maintain all these new adult responsibilities and my job, when I'd rather be drawing. It gets really frustrating. That and I've been a bit distracted by PokeMon Moon
2.) I'm kind of in the same boat, I haven't really been inspired to draw much Pony art lately, probably because of the hiatus until the next season. But I also want to try drawing other things I like, like furry-art and improve my skills in other areas. As much as I hate to think about it, the cold truth is that this show isn't going to last forever. So it's probably better for me to draw some other things to fall back on, because as much as I dread that it will happen- and it will -the show will have to end at some point, but that makes the time we have with it all the more precious.
3.)Same here. I had hoped to make a name for myself in the Brony Fandom, but I haven't been able to create anything relative to it. I just can't compete with Fluffle Puff or Fallout Equestria. I did, at one point, try to create a comic about a potential outside-influence to how Luna became Night Mare Moon, but after seeing Starlight Glimmer's backstory, it was too similar to what I was planning and I didn't want to risk being labeled as a plagiarizer...again. I just can't seem to apply my creativity to make something both original and still relevant to the fandom.
4.) If you don't feel that art isn't really what you want in a career, then go for what you feel is right for you. I'm kind of the opposite because I want to make a living through my art, but that's just me. Go where the wind takes you.
5.) I'll give my thoughts once I get the chance to read that.
2.) I'm kind of in the same boat, I haven't really been inspired to draw much Pony art lately, probably because of the hiatus until the next season. But I also want to try drawing other things I like, like furry-art and improve my skills in other areas. As much as I hate to think about it, the cold truth is that this show isn't going to last forever. So it's probably better for me to draw some other things to fall back on, because as much as I dread that it will happen- and it will -the show will have to end at some point, but that makes the time we have with it all the more precious.
3.)Same here. I had hoped to make a name for myself in the Brony Fandom, but I haven't been able to create anything relative to it. I just can't compete with Fluffle Puff or Fallout Equestria. I did, at one point, try to create a comic about a potential outside-influence to how Luna became Night Mare Moon, but after seeing Starlight Glimmer's backstory, it was too similar to what I was planning and I didn't want to risk being labeled as a plagiarizer...again. I just can't seem to apply my creativity to make something both original and still relevant to the fandom.
4.) If you don't feel that art isn't really what you want in a career, then go for what you feel is right for you. I'm kind of the opposite because I want to make a living through my art, but that's just me. Go where the wind takes you.
5.) I'll give my thoughts once I get the chance to read that.